Some nights I find myself looking through old photos, listening to songs and even going through memories just to remember what emotions feel like. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions. I get up every morning and check my eat a bowl of chex cereal, check my e-mail take a shower then go to meetings and work. I come home after all of that and wonder what my day was like. I'm not sad, I'm not angry or upset but I'm not happy or excited either. I know what's going on around me and I can comprehend everything that is being said to me but I lack the capability to feel for the meaning behind the words.
I'm still living my life, doing what I need to do just hoping to find my definition. I was so wrong for so long.
I ask myself...what's next?
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